San Anselmo would've been far enough
But it isn't where I am now
And it's not where I was
So if they tell me truth
And ask me how I'm holding up
I wouldn't say I'm doing well now
But I guess I'm doing well enough
I need your presence
But calling back is falling out
I've never felt so welcomed
It's true, I think you should know
So the circumstances
Back and backwards, moving back and first
I wouldn't do it, I'm your dead weight
I'd broke it just the way it was
How long can I keep this up?
I've been spinning in circles for months
My heart's in so many places at once
I DON'T THINK I CAN STAY HERE
Anything you're thinking
Things change so quickly
I wanna record loading
And lay it before doing
But in the ?? I'm your boss
I am a pain, fucking cold
One reason I am suspended and listening
How long can I keep this up?
I've been spinning in circles for months
My heart's in so many places at once
I DON'T THINK I CAN STAY HERE
NO!!!