More of the same, I'm cornered again
Back and forth, forth and back with the name
??? on pain, you playback
When them insecurities rang
And I ain't even gotta answer, but the question remain
Why everything inside of my brain, I don't apply to the same
But of you I'm tryina change
Decided to ditch my strength, never lie in the king
Mama said that to envy yourself is where you begin
So I'm totally free to bracing my limitations
Wishing my heart move the same pace as this information
I pray the same strange while I'm saying
But I'm tryina find a backdoor to your imagination
I'm here, let me in to be clear
I'm bringing something make you wonder
Who's the one that gave you gifts that I bear
What happen next, I think I'm bout to do you ever
I not giving you an answer, but a question, do you a better life
I'm trying to change, girl ain't no rushing the good thangs
Like Cadillacs and wood grain, we go together
And if we wait this love could last forever, ever, ever, ever
This love could last forever, ever, ever, ever
This love could last forever
I'm tryina go from selfish to selfless
Not just thinking bout my needs but someone else's
All these pretty women in my city isn't helping
I swear I'm tryina think with the head above my pelvis
A good life, got a little truth in it, so
I'm tryina decide what's real and ???
The money coming in so everybody's good
Fellows I don't trust, so no phone numbers
Tell them emailers can you tell
I've been affected by this industry numbers and cd sales
What the hell has gotten into me
I had to ask myself what's the win for me
Do I worship god and what other people think of me?
Sobering thoughts, depleting my hot air
Thinking bout this world when I'm not here
Well I treasure money or the moments that we share
It's funny how seeing death can make life so clear
I got a girlfriend for so long it feels weird
It's not like you, can I get to know you?
More like meeting my parents
I think I'm scared 'cause this serious
And every time I tell somebody, they try to marry us
Pump the brakes
I think I love her but them words ain't to said still
'Cause last time I did things didn't end well
Plus plus my past was hash tag bench real
It's time to grow up
You know what? I ain't tryina be another bum that's just scared of commitment
Take everything from these women then go missing
I gotta kill the wicked part of my heart that keeps pimping
If I ain't got the strength then I know where to get it
You live different when you know you've been forgiven
This love is forever don't you ever forget it
You live different when you know you've been forgiven
This love is forever don't you ever forget it
I'm trying to change, girl ain't no rushing the good thangs
Like Cadillacs and wood grain, we go together
And if we wait this love could last forever, ever, ever, ever
This love could last forever, ever, ever, ever
This love could last forever
She don't care about no money or designer clothes
Whose fault it is, right or wrong
To the ever love and the antidotes
And I always take the higher roads
It's funny how we have our lows
And I put this on my line of notes
See god had till he could made us
But only you and me could design our souls
It's deeper, the choices he gave us
Knowing everything that we've been through
Was exactly that make us
I went from watching a movie with them women that sinnin'
You know the types with they skin short and primitive images
Hitting all kinds of strip clubs, I was swimming in linen
I dated all types of girls, I went from woman to woman
Still I got no fulfillment, that's when I had to pray hard
See I know that I ain't perfect, but even being faithful is way hard
They say heaven can save us but I'm trying to pace us
You know I'm tempted to touch you still I'm tired of waiting
They say heaven can save us but I'm trying to pace us
You know I'm tempted to touch you still I'm tired of waiting
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I'm trying to change, girl ain't no rushing the good thangs
Like Cadillacs and wood grain, we go together
And if we wait this love could last forever, ever, ever, ever
This love could last forever, ever, ever, ever
This love could last forever