I had a vision of myself
A turd spinning in flushing water
Not going down
I think of myself
Is not going down
Maybe it's bad
To not go down
But if I could go somewhere
At least it'll be a sort of conviction
If I could just keep a commitment
MAYBE I'D BE HAPPIER
If I could just go down
And not always have such a connection
Every time I make a commitment
MAYBE I'D BE HAPPIER
Maybe I'd be happier
If I could go down
I had a premonition
About my last life
I was a peanut
And someone cracked me open
But they didn't need me
Oh, and they ate
'Cause if I could just behave
At least then I'd be useful to someone
Instead I'm just a peanut in uptown
Sitting here and catching dust
If I could just behave
Then someone might say I was worthy
And who would reminisce all this worry
If someone would swallow me
Someone would swallow me
Then I'd be gone now
Take a cling at your insides
Already burned
I'd come outside and be turd spinning
In flushing water, I wanna go down
If I could just go down
And not always have such a connection
Every time I make a commitment
MAYBE I'D BE HAPPIER
But I'll never know now
'Cause that would be just too easy
I'll never kill myself
But if I'm gone I'll wait forever
And MAYBE I'D BE HAPPIER
I'll wait forever
And MAYBE I'D BE HAPPIER