KIDD feat. Derek Luh - Insomnia Vacation

When I press recording they don't wanna hear me out
Feeling like too much on my mind, still wanna let it out
Wishing words could speak it for me and I'm writing them down
I had a date with destiny, hope time will take me out
I'm kinda scared wondering what I'm doing here
Taking notes about my life and why these problems still appear
I got a lot of questions, looking for some answers from me
I got a lot of presents, don't deserve what God had showed me
People look up to me, like how am I gonna please my fans?
You on a high pedestal they forget that you a man
I don't deserve the titles, I don't deserve the hate
'Cause when you doing good everybody think you great
When you ain't got no food everybody think you ate
Money hungry, media tryna feast
And when you tell the truth they look at you like you the beast
Like I'm dead wrong, that's why I'm dead broke
'Cause I refuse to speak about things that don't bring hope
Why I refuse to be an idle puppet on a rope
I'm a irregular rapper, a light with luminous
Why you judging me with some labels that cause division?
Hope that Jesus bring healing throughout the nations
And I quit crying 'bout money and keep on being patient
I pray the nations get educated and see the lies
I hope our youth can start reading and look between the lines
Instead of tweeting and twerking on Instagram and Vine
And that the truth can continue to purify the mind
I'm so lost in the title of what is right and wrong
Feeling conviction every single time I write a song
Feeling affliction when I think that being single's wrong
Like why I'm looking for a crocked Christian, mingle on
Feeling division when I try to stay connected
They only want a connection when they looking for a blessing

This insomnia, INSOMNIA VACATION
Yes, yes, yes, yes
This insomnia, INSOMNIA VACATION
Welcome

I'm tired of all the lies, we all promise, yeah, we'll see
Insomniac, like I rest my mind, don't sleep
I'd rather count money than ready count sheep
They say money talk but talk is real cheap
They walking like some real Gs, Gs move in silence
But when the time comes they ain't never heard of violence
I'm a man so square rubbed but I ain't never been the ally
Now, but man, my family go to an island
Secluded, polluted, if I say it I'mma do it
Make a couple grand off a show, it's nothing, keep it moving
And I can't fail now, I got some haters, I'mma prove them
Wrong, wrong when they sleep on
I mind my own business, mind yours, homie, keep on
Your style kinda tacky like you throwing something cheap on
Know you won't admit it but you creep on 'cause we on

This insomnia, INSOMNIA VACATION
Yes, yes, yes, yes
This insomnia, INSOMNIA VACATION
Welcome

I feel like all my dreams been keeping me awake
How long will it take?
I feel like all my dreams been keeping me awake
How long will this take?

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