I wanna wake up sober
See what the sunrise means to me
'Cause I've been getting colder,
and nothing means anything
I wanna really hold you
and feel the ground beneath my feet
'Cause when it's all all over,
Don't wanna miss anything
I put enough cigarettes on my bed
Only friends gather up in my head
When you hit bottom, only place to go is up
When I found me
I was smiling
And through the crying "I finally feel good"
When I broke free
From the old me
I was singing "I finally feel good"
I was gettin' closer,
but I was gettin' in my way
We're only gettin' older
I keep on making the same mistakes
Self-inflicted torture,
It no longer gets me high
and finally I want to
Follow my own lullabies
Trying to remember what my mother said
Middle finger up to my twisted head
When you hit bottom, only place to go is up
When I found me
I was smiling
And through the crying "I finally feel good"
When I broke free
From the old me
I was singing "I finally feel good" oh, oh
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
A duplicate of my own skin
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
It finally feels like home, yeah
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
I can't tell if myself, yeah
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
You don't have to be alone, baby
When I found me
I was smiling
And through the crying "I finally feel good"
When I broke free
From the old me
I was singing "I finally feel good"
I finally feel good, baby
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
Oh, I finally feel good, baby
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
Oh, I finally feel good, baby
Oh, I finally feel good, baby
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
Oh, I finally feel good, baby
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
Oh, I finally feel good
Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ooh