[Indie music]
I wanna open up, be a present, unwrap the box
Hope you like what you find inside
I'll leave the receipt if you change your mind
I'm terrified of being terrified
Lord, please change my mind.
I've fallen in love too many times
Now I need to focus what's inside of me
It's plain to see that I'm hurting
I need to focus on something deserving
I wanna be better, let me be better, please
[?] I am feeling weak
I wanna share the self care I've been screening forever
I am halfway to the peak
I need a little self care,
Check myself into daycare
Cleanse myself for something that was broke
'Cause this new world's got me so scared
New year, new me
2020 feeling so free
So I could gamble [?]
I don't need money,
I don't need drugs
Don't need to drink till I fall my guts up
Say nothin' I'll be saving up the car
What's life when you can't have a party?
Happiness is unsustainable, joy is unobtainable
But pressure is unescapable
You can challenge yourself, be inspirational
In the end it nothing ever really matters,
This is what's gonna matter, live your life
I need a little self care,
Check myself into daycare
Cleanse myself for something that was broke
'Cause this new world's got me so scared