I don't speak my mind, but I've been thinking
Need an escape, so I've been drinking
Feel overwhelmed, high expectations
Push and pull inside of me, I'm my worst enemy
I've been feeling down, so I've been trying get high
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Numbing all these pains, so I can shout to get by
Sleeping through the days, so I can try to get by
Cry, let it rain, let it all come out
Just cry, let the rain falling from the clouds
Cause I'm up and I'm down, every smile just a [?]
Cry, let the rain, till it all comes out
(x2)
I'm just a man, I'm not supposed to
Cause boys don't cry, that's what they tell you
So, I hold it all inside, put superglue to my eyes
Didn't want my mama, or my daddy swallow up all of the [?]
I've been feeling down, so I've been trying get high
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Numbing all these pains, so I can shout to get by
Sleeping through the days, so I can try to get by
Cry, let it rain, let it all come out
Just cry, let the rain falling from the clouds
Cause I'm up and I'm down, every smile just a [?]
Cry, let the rain, till it all comes out
(x2)