CHAUNDON - Utensils

Utensils

I'm at fork in the road
Whether to stay in New York City for my career
Or meet my wife back home
I love 'em both equally, it's difficult to choose
Either way I decide I am guaranteed to lose

See my lady is my baby and she took my last name
Our vow said forever but somehow it got strange
On my trip to New York got extended three weeks
'Cause opportunity was banging on my door like the police
How the hell am I to leave when people starting to invest?
But the longer I'm away will put my marriage under stress
So close to a win, I can smell it in the wind
God blessed me with a gift, if I don't use it it's a sin
And he blessed me with a woman that I prayed for
I worked hard for this cake and can, eat what I paid for
So what's the meaning of it all now?
I ain't spending years building both if I have to see one of them fall down
North Carolina ain't got nothing for me
So my return here will be a big mistake, especially now homie
I'm trying to utilize my vile conquered net
That'll take me to the next level where they pile on the checks
So many years and I'm finally here
But before I keep stabbing destiny in the rear
I just wanna do my thing and take my woman to the top
And buy a brand new home every time my album drop
But reality sets in, awakes me from my dreams
It's telling me I can't have it all, or so it seems
Life is so cold but I keep bringing the heat
Doing everything I can to make my cipher complete

I'm at fork in the road
Whether to stay in New York City for my career
Or meet my wife back home
I love 'em both equally, it's difficult to choose
Either way I decide I am guaranteed to lose

If I leave New York now I might as well call it quits
Get a job, leave my life with regrets and all this
What I could've been will haunt me till the end of my days
Because I had so much potential but the beat's a word play
And if I stay then my nuptial agreement might be voided
'Cause the distance between us will grow, I can't avoid it
And I ain't about divorce, but if both my hands are forced
And it is what it is and I be choking up the loss
My dilemma weighs heavy, begging God for more strength
Ain't no way that I could do it alone, I'm on the brink
How long can I row this boat before I finally sink?
This ain't about a mother's scream, life's a dream
What you think?
As I stand in the middle of the road, all confused
Staring hard at the fork, knowing that I got to choose
Go left, go right, which is wrong, which is right?
I don't know, I don't know, so I guess I just might

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