Apollo - Oceans II

I was searching for the ocean
It only took me 4 long years
But even when I found it
I kept my body from its classy sphere
Oh I couldn't tell you how I feel
I thought I knew I never will
I hid my guilt so I could breathe
I cut my face up for to grief

Oceans ascending,
My heart keeps on mending
In spite all the drama, it endures
Oceans ascending,
My heart keeps on mending
In spite all the drama, it endures

And I still have dreams about you
But you hold me down and punch me out
And I still have dreams about you
When you hold me back from oceans, oceans, oceans, oceans

Here it comes,
I couldn't put myself to swim again
I didn't think I still love
Here it comes
I couldn't sleep I couldn't come for you
I thought I'll never break this down

Oh I couldn't tell you how I feel
I thought I knew I never will
I hid my guilt so I could breathe
I cut my face up for to grief

Oceans ascending,
My heart keeps on mending
In spite all the drama, it endures
Oceans ascending,
My heart keeps on mending
In spite all the drama, it endures

I couldn't even tell you how I feel
If I knew, I could be
Looking like a spitfire ???
Or I could be, dead eyed like a mannequin
As I cut and burn my skin
As I know, have said before
I feel everything, and it is

Oceans ascending,
My heart keeps on mending
In spite all the drama, it endures
Oceans ascending,
My heart keeps on mending
In spite all the drama, it endures

And I still have dreams about you
But you hold me down and punch me out
And I still have dreams about you
When you hold me back from oceans, oceans, oceans, oceans

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