Angel Haze - Cleaning Out My Closet

No, this might get a little personal
Or a lot more actually
Rooms to discutions is it bars
Yeah, yeah.

When I was ten, I believed I could fly
I would just flat my f-cking arms and tryna meet with this guy
Then my mom had a vision that I would speaking with dad
Chop his f-cking fist off
And beat him with mine.
But this is just a f-cking portion
ANOTHER WAR WITH MY MIND
So, I'ma take you back and do a vortex back in time
But seven ?? at the back of my stairs
And I silently swear ed this is the truth
No ?? head.
I was young, man
I was just a ?? kid
He wasn't the first to succesfully try
What he did
He took me to the basement
And after the light have been cut
He whiped it inside ?? enforced to my gut
See, it was weird cause I felt like
I was losing my mind
Then it happened like it happened
Like millions of times and I was glad that I was tell
But they was thinkin' that I was out of power
???
So now I got used to it, I put out with the shit
And now my hate is so walking neglect??
But this is nothing
Cause I bet he told his friends what he do
And they ended up shit
I was like buffer for two
And then it happened in a home
Where everyone knew
And they ain't do shit
But blame it on youth
I'm sorry mom, but i really use the blame on you
But even you, by then wouldn't know what to do.

And then it happened so often that he was
Getting particulary and I am more scared everytime
When he worked out in speed and one night ventricular
One night he came home
And I was sleeping in my bed
He came on top of me and forced himself
Between my legs
And he told me: Hey Rey I see you like them popsicle sticks
So put your moth on my dick
And suck it out and you can swallow the spit
And I was confused, but I was scared
So, I did what he said
I had no ideea the effect it would have on my head
My heart was pumping, it was dumping like tones of my fear
Imagine being seventeen and being in your underwear
It was nasty, but sometimes I even bleed from my but
Disgusting, right?
Now, let that fear ling to your guts
I thought I ofeer myself, I thought of killing this niggers
One into taking a f-cking brick and push their teeth where they wanted to smash the f-cking world
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