I only wanted to have fun
Learning to fly, learning to run
I let my heart decide the way when I was young
Deep down I must have always known
That this is would be inevitable
To earn my stripes I'd have to pay and bear my soul.
I know I'm not the only one
Who regrets the things they've done
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
Who can't stand the reflection that they see
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry!
I miss the air, I miss my friends,
I miss my mother; I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown,
but that was a million years ago!
When I walk around all of the streets
Where I had grew up and found my feet
They can't look me in the eye
It's like they're scared of me
I try to think of things to say,
Like a joke or a memory,
but they don't recognize me now
In the light of day.
I know I'm not the only one
Who regrets the things they've done
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
Who can't stand the reflection that they see
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry!
I miss the air, I miss my friends,
I miss my mother; I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown,
but that was a million years ago!